intazaar

khushiya jaise tham si gayi ho
aansu jaise sookh se gaye ho...
dhoondu jahan pyar,
humein bewafai naseeb hoti hai....

akelapan bhi ab soona lagne laga hain
yaaron ke saath guzara hua har pal,
adhura lagne laga hain...
gum ke saaye mein hum
jiye to kaise jiye,
har gum ke aage ab hume...
andhera dikhne laga hain

lagayi thi humne ek,
yaar se pyaar ki aas...
uska har vaada jhoota,
lagne laga hain...
kaise kare hum,
kisi aur pe bharosa...
jab apna hi dil,
suna lagne laga hain....

baarish ka mausam hai,
par aasman ke baadal
jaise tham se gaye ho....
bijli aur tufan jaise koi
sandesa de rahe ho...
aur mera dil phir bhi...
us bewafa ke hi,
khayalo mein khoya hua hain....

us yaar ke liye humne
khud ko itna badal diya....
ki aaina bhi hume
pehchaan ne se inkaar karta hai....

baadal garajte hain, tufan barasta hain...
aur humara baimaan dil...
aaj bhi unke liye...tarasta hain...

baarish ke na barasne par
bhi hum itne udaas na hue...
jitne mere yaar pe kiye hue,
andhvishwaas pe hue...


par kya kare,
dharti baarish ki ek boondh
ke liye tarasti hain....
aur hum unke
ek jhalak ke liye tadapte hain

shattering of a glass

i thought you were the only person i could fall in love with...
but i was soo wrong...
love does not come in our life with a motive...
but mine did.
it taught me a lesson..never to fall in love with you again.

your eyes still grab my attention when i pass you at the staircase...
your breath still makes me feel i am not away from you....

i gaze at the mirror....and wonder,
what is it that was never in me
for which you made a stranger your soulmate...

the mirror denies and says it's just a rumour
it shatters on the ground....
so that i cannot see anything more....
i can still here the mild sound of your breath....
but this time it's on someone else's neck.....

i dont tend to look at you....
but my eyes shift at the girl you just kissed.....
hope she gives you all the love you deserve...
and if she doesn't she'll have to repent....

i still walk alone on the empty streets...
and when a guy looks at me...i just smile...
no one can ever replace you...
just like no one can join the pieces of a broken glass.....

i shed tears in your memory...
but smile when i know that i have treasured the best of them...
and i know no one can seperate them from me...
and i feel secure again...
just like how i felt in your arms....

i want you to be happy...
and look at the sunrise and sunset with your beloved....
i would never want you to
see the glass shatter....

because if you do you'll see my agony...
and you might feel guilty....
and then you might sympathise with me....
why bear all the crap

just go and live your life...
breathe on someone else's neck....
and entangle someone else's hair...
i am trying to belong to someone else now....

Meaning of love

From every human being there rises a light that reaches straight to heaven. And when two souls that are destined to be together find each other, their streams of light flow together, and a single brighter light goes forth from their united being.

As Plato once said, "At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet..."

Suddenly the world seems softer and the hardness in your heart has thawed, and you began to have a feather-light feeling towards most things you're experiencing...

You can't seem to keep your mind off the person you love. You long to be with that special person every minute of your life. You find ways to appear in your loved one's life so very often just so that you can have more memories of the two of you. Unconsciously, you simply let that person fill every inch of your thoughts and so much that the person is even appearing in your dreams at night while you sleep...

Love creates a weird feeling within us. It is strange how you can't seem to get enough of your dear one and yet everything seems complete because of that person's presence and the love showered.

Love is not blind, it sees more not less, But because it sees more it chooses to see less.
-- Will Moss

Some beautiful quotes whihc describe love according to me :)

A loving relationship is one in which the loved one is free to be himself - to laugh with me, but never at me; to cry with me, but never because of me; to love life, to love himself, to love being loved. Such a relationship is based upon freedom and can never grow in a jealous heart.
-- Leo F. Buscaglia

At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet...
-- Plato

Believe in the importance of love, for it is the strength an beauty that brings music to our souls.
Don’t frown because you never know who might be falling in love with your smile.
-- Anonymous


so, my dear freinds...just think about love. whether it has given you joy or sorrow. no one can decide and fall in love. it just happenes. but, when it happens let it happen to you. do not run away from it.

Once in awhile, right in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairy tale.

i want to fly, to touch the sky
my thoughts wander
they are confused i dont know why
i sleep and gaze at the stars
which blink in the moonlight and shine in the sky.

an emptiness fills me with hope,
discouragement,excitement...
i have mixed emotions.
why is that at a point of time we get
confused in a fixed situation.
life or friends, right or wrong, duties or responsibilities
all tend to fade away
at a given point of time.

and all that you are left with at the end of the day
is a long lasting empitiness.
you dont know what to do...
you just gaze at yourself in the mirror
and wonder, 'who am i?'

well, the answer to all our questions
lie with us....
then why can't we see them?

again a feeling of frustration
fills our empty mind and we tend to be a lone person.

Rain

RAIN.
What is the first thing that comes to your mind when you think of the word rain? A romantic walk? A cup of hot coffee and a novel in your hand? Or some good music and the rain? Well, for me its a romantic walk. Some people hate the sight of rain. They think the whole atmosphere gets very damp. They have their point justified to an extent. Afterall, this world is full of people having different opinions. Right?
There was just this one time in my life when i felt totally disgusted at the sight of rain. I was in school then. Maybe in my 7th or 8th std. And it was pouring like cats and dogs in Calicut (a place in Kerala) Me and my younger sister were standing at the bus stop, awaiting the school bus. Kerala is flooded during rainy seasons. and believe it or not half the year we had holidays becuase of the rain and some local strikes. Coming back to the disgusting factor about rains, we were standing at the bus stop and a vehicle splashed tons of water on us. Unfortunately we had worn the white uniform (it must have been one of the saturdays)
jesus! i was so frustrated.
but that was just once. after that incident i sweared on god that i would never ever step out of the house when its raining. especially if i have some good clothes on.
many a times, i gaze at the sky when its cloudy. and many a times it disapoints me when it does not rain :(
rain that comes unannounced is fun. especially when you are stuck some where and it rains. i know some find it irritating though. when we think it's going to rain it never does and its always the opposite.
the first pour of the monsoon season is amazing. the smell of the damp soil and the pleasent breeze that touches your face gently. its one of the most replenishing feelings.
another incident i recall is having garam garam chai with a few friends in the college canteen and gazing at the rain outside. that was one of the touching moments beacuse that was when we all sweared that we would be together till the end what so ever happens
i find artifitial rain in hindi movies and the hero and heroine dancing. its sometimes undigestable.(luckily i have got an constipation so far ;) )
there is a lot more to describe about rain. but not at the cosst of exagerating it. everyone has their own point of view of describing it. this was just a glimpse of mine. :)
adios!

my first article :)

Well, I always wondered 'why do people blog?' and guess what? i still have not figured out the answer. But, I want to experience blogging... I want to see what does this exactly mean... 'just posting articles' or 'posting something beyond them that re-define your thoughts.
Everyone is blessed with a thinking power. It's upto you, how far do you want to take it, in which direction. Perhaphs, a thought can give us an answer to most of our questions about and in life.
Man is born on this earth with a motive. He is born alone and dies alone. So my dear friends, this means that we have only one life and we have to live it to it's fullest.
A thought in a difficult circumstance helps you a lot, mainly your mental status is stable. I mean you know, when you are in a problem you always tend to be stressful. So at this time why not try and think over with a calm mind? trust me, it really helps.
A lot of film stars are blooging today to reach out to their fans. And in this fantasy world lets just hope that we all re-connect with each other and our thoughts other than reaching out to our fans and beloved ones.
And of course, once I figure out how much has 'blogging' helped me I will surely let you know. :)
You'll find a article posted about 'my journey in the blogger's world'
adios!
take care